Stalking Snape

2003-07-01T02:50:00.000-05:00

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2003-06-26T16:33:00.000-05:00

In The News Today

*Hummmm!* Looks around at the new blogger gig. Seems okay. We'll see how well it works before I get too excited though! Updated my site today, then watched 3 eps. of Weiss Kreuz with Angie-chan. We made a drinking game, and are at 87 items so far! We're going to get it up to 100 though! >D We're going to try to at least play her G.W. (Gundam Wing) one this weekend! Yay! :D Anyway, managed to update my site. Submited it to Battle of the Ancients and Anipike.

Upcoming

Tomorrow, I fully intend on getting my work done so I can enjoy my weekend! :D I don't want to have to do a thing that I don't wanna do! :D

Pondering
Why do I love Japanese and Celtic music so much, even though I can't understand it?

Reading

Switching from Psych. and King of Hell! >D

Listening
Weiss Kreuz : The Saranog Mixx! >D

2003-06-24T10:35:00.000-05:00

Pixie
You are a pixie! You are a positive and helpful
person and you'd do anything to see someone you
care about happy. You have an innocent side to
you, but underneath the exterior are hidden
depths.

Which Supernatural Being are You?
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Yay! Quiz time! :) Not much to report on today yet, nothing's happened! ^^

2003-06-23T10:22:00.000-05:00

Himura Rikuou: Moody, mysterious, cold... Ok, so
you're not the nicest guy in the world, but
maybe that mysterious past of your's has
something to do with it. Your sense of humour
is a little warped, ranging from flirty and
seductive to cruel and down right mean. You
can't help being surrounded by incompetence.

Which dark haired CLAMP seme are you?
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Eagle Vision: Brave, determined and a real enigma!
Who knows JUST what's going on inside your
head! People sometimes call you stuborn, but
really you're just passionate for your cause!
Go you!

Which CLAMP uke are you?
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The Silent!

What Clow Card are you?
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*Yawn* Up early. Damn construction. Ah well. All the more time for me to do a tiny bit of homework and relax the rest of the day before work! Woot! :D I will stalk the mail soon, and I really hope I get something aside from bills! ^_^;; I hate being a college student! ^_^;;;

2003-06-22T12:56:00.000-05:00

Yay! Today, I'm going to go to the mall and pick up my copy o' Harry Potter OoTP! :D Wish me luck! :D Please don't forget to visit my site as well! *Point to link @ top of blog!* I'd love to see you all there! :D

Your hotaru! your magic skills are mostly fire
based and you are no doubtly short for your age
and you talk to animals!

(For girls only)What character from Magic Knights Rayearth are you?
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Which Element are you?
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You're not even goth! Why did you even take this?
Shouldn't you be drooling over Justin
Timberlake or something.

How Old Skool Goth are You?
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2003-06-21T17:57:00.000-05:00

Today was very nice. I slept in until 11:00, somehow I guess I needed it. In any case, I spent the day with Martha, which was very nice. I gave her a campus tour and we hung out around here before heading to Perkins, where she got a Taco Salad, and I had some chicken strips. Right now though, I think I'm going to settle down, and do some homework before working on my site! Yay! I signed up for commenting and what not, as well as a tag board and the users online thingy. I think that's as much technology as my site will need. Yay. Am going to switch over to an Ezboards forum though, even though it's quite homely. That's okay, it'll work, and best of all, no ads really. Yay! Anyway, Psych. time now! *grumbles but trots off anyway*

2003-06-20T12:29:00.000-05:00

Frodos fear of everything

Which Fellowship disorder are you?
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LOVE is your chinese symbol!

What Chinese Symbol Are You?
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Yay! Got ever-so-delightful Magic Bars in the mail from my Grandma today. God bless that woman, she's a miracle and an angel! I wouldn't have made it through the year without her. Today is pretty quiet, Orientation check out shouldn't be too bad. Then, I'll go home, relax, and complete homework and laundry before the appearance of Martha tomorrow! Woot! :D

2003-06-19T13:11:00.000-05:00

You're From the Moon. This means that you are bound
to be a very caring person to those you love
and even those you do not know.

What Planet are You From?
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Harvard
You're the best -- you know it, as does everyone
else (except for US News and World Report every
few years). You might not be hip, you might not
be pretty, but you're smart as a whip and you
never need to do another impressive thing in
your life.

Which Ivy League University is right for YOU?
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Hehe, the place is a zoo, Orientation is going on today. Everyone seems very happy, so the good mood is always nice to be around for a change, instead of the dark, brooding cloud that always seems to be around. Ah, well, c'est la vie, no!! :D

2003-06-19T01:04:00.000-05:00

You are Jasmine.

Exotic, fiesty,
independent. You become frustrated when you
aren't allowed to have what you want, which
means you're a bit stuck-up.

You're
probably a harem girl and your family probably
encourages it.

Secrets Revealed: Which Twisted Girl of Disney Are You?
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Anarchy rocks, says you. You're an outcast and a
gang member and know how to get what you want,
unless a situation gets a little too hairy for
you.

Which character from The Holy Grail are you?
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Some quizness before bedtime. Today went okay, but I'm exhausted. Made a passable supper, Angie made desert (PB cookies! WOOT!) and I got some homework done before reading some Schwarz journals! :D Muwhahahahahahahahha! :D Hehe, anyway, sleep deprivation is evil, so off to bed I go!
Thought Of The Day : Why are bosses so damn STUPID and evil? @.@

2003-06-17T18:01:00.000-05:00

Light...
You almost preach kindness. Youll take any
punishment that life duels out, and still hold
your tongue. Any sacrifice you make for others
is good.

Which element do you associate with?
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Today went by well, if a little quickly. I talked to Mom today and she and Bill are going to Montana and Oregon and will be back on Saturday. Woot! :D Thought Of The Day : Why are gay men so damn good looking?!

2003-06-12T04:13:00.000-05:00

Am bored here at work, thought to take this survery I came across @ Jess's. Pretty uneventful day, but because I forgot my meds, was feeling a little under the weather. @.@ It's all fixed now though! :D Woot! Hopefully the construction won't keep me up, but it's too damn hot in the room to even think of closing the windows. Grrr!

You are a cute school girl!

What kind of cute girl are you?
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You are a wall colleague. You're filled with random
things that no one else seems to understand but
it all makes perfect sense and has certain
meaning to you. You're ceative and inovative.
10 points for you!

What Type Of Wall Are You?
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The Lost Soul

What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
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1. What is your name? Sarah or Saranog to all the Brenogs and Billsys out there! ^_^;;;;
2. What color pants/boxers are you wearing right now? Jogging pants, blue, white, silver.
3. What are you listening to right now? Creed : 6 Feet From The Edge
4. What are the last four digits of your phone number? @.@ WHY?
5. What was the last thing you ate? Rice with soy sauce, butter, and peper.
6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Violet.
7. Where do you/did you plan to go on your honeymoon? Europe.
8. How is the weather right now? Dark and cold! It's 4 am!
9. Last person you spoke to on the phone? Grandma.
10. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Jawline.
11. Do you like the person that sent you this? Jess is good people. Though I stole this, she didn't send it! ^_^;;;
12. How are you today? Sleepy.
13. What's your favorite drink? Tea.
14. Your favorite alcoholic drink? I'm underage damn it!
15. (no 15 on list. ???) Nani?!
16. Favorite sport to watch? Horse racing or Martial Arts.
17. What's the next CD you're going to get? Daddy Day Care Soundtrack! Wha? I LIKE Motown!
18. (no 18 on list. ???) Nani, again?
19. What color are your eyes? Green.
20. Do you wear contacts? No.
21. Siblings and their ages? Erin, 22, Lauren, 21, Brenna, 11.
22. (no 22 on list. ???) Nani? Nani?
23. Favorite food? Potatos!
24. Last movie you watched? went to: Watched = Never Been Kissed Went To = The Two Towers.
25. Favorite day of the year? May 16th, my birthday! :D
26. Are you too shy to ask someone out? Yes!
27. Do you like scary or happy movies better? Happy!
28. Summer or winter? Summer!
29. Hugs or Kisses? Kisses.
30. Relationships or one night stands? Relationships.
31. Chocolate or vanilla? Chocolate.
32. Do you want your friends and family to write back? Yes.
33. Who is least likely to respond? Brenna.
34. Who is most likely to respond? Grandma, Mom, or Dad.
35. In three words sum up everything you've learned about life: Nulli Illegitimati Carborundum : Don't let the bastards grind you down! Okay, so it's 3 words, in Latin but not in English, sue me! ^_^;;;

2003-06-11T03:18:00.000-05:00

Belle! The quiet, intellectual type... You enjoy
reading books and learning. Ugh when will those
competitive jocks ever get the clue that you
don't care about them? You're true love may be
heartless on the outside, but deep down, his
hearts on fire for you.

*Which Disney princess are you?*
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Today went great for the simple fact I got to sleep through most of it! :D lol. Ate nummy chocolate cake and meatloaf thanks to the roomies and beat Mercury's part in Bishoujo Senshi Sera Muun ; Another Story! :D Yay! I even got my first project done for Cognitive Psych! :D Woot! All in all, an okay day, without any screwups on my part! A++! :D

2003-06-10T00:27:00.000-05:00

Blue

What color do you see the world in?
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Which Agent Smith are you?

By Madeline ElsterSo, it's my second night of the hell-shift. Ah well. At least I'll be able to get homework done, but right now, I'm in no mood to be academic. Got a letter from my Dad today, apparently, he's into playing softball now! ^_^;;; At least he's partaking in physical activities, instead of wasting away mentally and physically like he could be. Still, since I've nothing better to do, I think I'll head off to reply t my Da's letter now! :)

2003-06-07T23:26:00.000-05:00

You are Romans.

Which book of the Bible are you?
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Hehe, today was pretty good. Got some pysch done and deleted a couple of old acounts! :) Yay! :D

2003-06-06T19:59:00.000-05:00

Which Newsies Character Is Most Like You?
Find out at Newsies Meets Anime...Anime Meets Newsies...

I am a Dragon of Heaven, what are you?
Which Dragon are you?
Take other quizzes at Newsies Meets Anime...Anime Meets Newsies...*Sigh* It's been one of those days, you know? Everything's been pulled out from underneath my feet. Could all please pray very hard for all of my friends? They're all going through such times and I can't really do a thing besides sound like a broken record, saying "It'll be okay!". *sigh*

2003-06-05T20:23:00.000-05:00

Bear
Protective And Kind.
Perfers To Avoid Confrontation.

Which Spirit Animal Are YOU? (With Pics)
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You know, today I learned that it really is so hard to not give as good as you get sometimes. Angie and I got talking about backstabbing. I've done it, I admit it. It's not cool, I've changed, haven't done it in a while. I ask forgivness for that sin 'cause it's downright cruel. Still, what I never understood was WHY I did, and I'm pretty sure the giving as good as you get had something to do with it. I'm excited, because with that little bit of knowledge I can continue to better myself and become stronger which counts for something, I think. At least, it should and hey, it's a goal to work towards, and we ALL have those, right? In anycase, the rest of the day went fine. I'm finally online at home! YAY! *Bows to the technology Buddha* Bought another cable and a connector so I could plug into the ethernet jack in the living room. YAY! Now, next on my computer-like to do list. Restore the sucker to get rid of all those dang error messages. Sadly, unless my Mom can find the cd for the Adobe Home Ed. of Photoshop or whatever I have, I'll loose it, and will have to do my graphics with Microsoft Paint. Ahh well, have done it before, and a website's not ALL about graphics, right? Ohh! Found a "light" version of my fave HTML editor, yay! Will download that later and give it a whirl on my restored computer. Whee! :) And FINALLY found a free icon maker that people are just RAVING about. I'd love to make my own icons for my desktop. ^^;;; Sadly, they don't seem to have one that makes cursors. Ah well. In anycase, should really be doing psych. homework instead of playing around on the 'net. Tehehe. Opps. Och well, with a fire alarm and cranky residents, my head is about to explode. ^^;;; Och well.

2003-06-04T20:33:00.000-05:00

congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud

which happy bunny are you?
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Got a book and 2 Helm's Deep Legolas figures! :D Angie got me one for my birthday, but I had already gotten one. We decided to keep both. One to play with, and one to keep in mint condition in case I'm ever super poor! ^_^ I'm praying tomorrow, computer problems will finally be fixed so I can take the splicer I got back to Radio Shack. YAY! With the help of the awesome Sue and Angie, I'll be fine! :D Anyway, Pysch homework is calling me. Abientot and ja! :D

2003-06-02T20:59:00.000-05:00

You are Loss.

Your life defines tragedy. You have experienced
great hardships on an unimaginable scale and it
has jaded your view of life.

What Emotion Are You?
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*Yawn* What.A.Day. I'm going on four hours of sleep (damn Rammstein obsession!) and I'm always a little loopy (sad, easy to anger, yadda yadda) when I leave home anyway, but I'd have thought I'd get over it by now. Nah. Brenog WAS going to spend the night but something scared her off! *cries* To top it off, some drunk pervert from Pa (of ALL places!) calls me and starts getting all mad because he was gay bashed and not even fully gay. He's bi, judging from how he ranted about "equal oppertunity" and all that. Yay. Still, do I need to hear all this when I have a headache that's two seconds away from becoming a migrane? NO! Also, a letter I sent my Da got sent back, damn post office! *Sigh* To top THAT my little Leggy romances I drug up online to read out of boredonm aren't even loading! I want my Mommy! *Sigh* I think after work, I'll go home, shower, make some tea or coco and go to bed. I'll sleep in, and get my computer fixed tomorrow, and call it a day. I hope to GOD a system restore works! *Sigh* Then I have letters to mail and a video for school to stalk before going to work. Uggh. Just as long as this headache goes AWAY! T_T

2003-06-02T01:04:00.000-05:00

Guys just love...how shy and sweet you are!

What Do Guys Love About You? (with pics :3)
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Hehe, well, it's been a pretty good stay at home. I cannot complain, as everyone has been so great. Friday, mi lil' sis graduated from elementary school. We now have a junior higher on our hands. Scary. It's awful to think of what kind of popular culture she'll be growing up with, but I'm not too worried, she's a smart kid. In anycase, Mom got me after the graduation on Friday. We went to Best Buy (got the tech guy I dealt with last time fired. Opps!) Went to the mall and made a return at Radio Shack, and visited Hot Topic while I purchased a little-needed much wanted Legolas Grennleaf baby tee. Yay! :) Went home listening to Poodle Hat and arrived to find the Brenog and a little girly friend watching Lilo and Stich. Watched it with them before looking over the pictures that my Mom was packing away in boxes on my bed. I found a couple that I could do something creative with for Father's Day, so I'll take them, scan them, and deal with it that way. Almost everything is in boxes because the house needs to be on the market within the week, sooo. Mom and Bill are quiting their job, the house and a planned garage sale will bring in more than what's needed for a trip to a prospective home in Montana (a beautiful, old B&B) and a trip to see Nona in New York. I will be taking the ship's clock and the family crest for my Da. Besides his motorcycle, that's all he's asked for. Mom explained that Brenna will have supervised visitation with him untill she is 14. She needs to be with me or my Grandparents when visiting my Da. Most likely, it will be me. Anyway, hung out at Millissa's on Saturday, during the day. She's moving soon to live with her Grandma, and she's going to take her driver's test on Tuesday! You go girl! :) Then she spent the night over here, introducing me to a wonderful German Heavy Metal group called Rammstein. Their music is beyond belief, and the lead singer's voice, I couldn't even begin to describe. Guess I can't listen to them any more around here, Mom and Bill don't care for them, but that's cool. To each their own! :) So, today, Milli-chan and I fed the ducks (she named the white one Aflack, I named a little brown one Goose) and she helped me get ready for Darin's graduation party. She did my hair and eye makeup very nicely. I was really sad to see the kido go. Then, came back here for supper, and humored the Brenog by watching her recent fave, Interview With The Vampire. Maybe now, she'll let me take my GBA and games home. She's saving up for a GBASP, soo. :) Anyway, Bill spent the night trying to fix my watch. Bless him, but I think I'll have to take it to a jewler. I am going to go run and burn some CDs now, and pray for the best when my Mom operates on my computer tomorrow. :)

2003-05-30T13:35:00.000-05:00

You are an octopus. You are very original. You can
change yourself to adapt to any situation and
adjust to any environment. You are a unique
individual, in other words: A freak. Go you!

What sea creature are you?
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Da said this was scungili in Italian! ^_^;;; I've not had octopus but calamari (squid) is okay! ^_^;;;;;; Anyway, am going home for the weekend. I'm a little nervous about attending Darin's graduation reception though. I'll have to say good bye to the kiddo for a while. I don't know how I'm gonna react, how he's going to react, or WHAT. On the plus side, due to the weather and Brenna's graduating 6th grade, they won't be here untill around 7 or 8 pm, which gives me time to pack! :) AND watch Kenshin and maybe Roar! :) lol. I'll also see Millissa. I wanna see Finding Nemo or The Italian Job with her, since she wants to do movies! :) Last night I dyed my hair and it took an hour and a half (no joke!) to get the dye out. I was NOT happy. Ah well. C'est la vie. I plan on making Bill listen to Weird Al in the car. I have his new CD entitled Poodle Hat on the way home, and I highly recommend it. It's very funny! :) I like Wanna B UR Luvr, The Complicated Song, Angry White Boy Polka, Why Does This Always Happen To Me, and Party At The Leper Colony. In any case, I'm off. I just had the idea to print off lyrics to another one of Weird Al's new songs, Genius In France, cause I think he could use a little humor, and as recent events with the Williams family show, EVERYONE loves French basing right? ^_^;;;;;

2003-05-28T12:56:00.000-05:00

Eeeek! Humm this has been an interesting day! Letter from a stranger; seems Da's place gave the letter to him and he wrote back and returned the letter. I really don't know what to do. I have been trying to get ahold of ANYONE at home, but my damn card doesn't seem to be working. Still, amid all of my flipping out, I remembered that I hadn't asked my Lord what I should do, so I guess I have to pray to him very hard as well. I am sure there's a reason for all of this happening, I just don't know what. Anyway, Sarah, Angie, and I had a pretty good time out last night. Sarah's guy came along for the ride, which was fine. He doesn't seem as bad as I first thought. We had doughnuts because at 9:30 I was struck with an undeniable urge for doughnuts. Now, they were'nt Krispy Kremes, but they were damn good anyway. Then, I watched Inuyasha and Kenshi! :) WOOT! And ROAR will be on tonight as well! YEAH! :) I think they will like it :) Anyway, am off to try my phone card once again! :)

2003-05-27T12:54:00.000-05:00

Congrats you got Aya. Wow what did you do to make
him like you. The only girl hes ever liked was
his sister. But this boy will treat you right.
It doesnt matter if he doesnt talk much. You
got a good one.

Which Weiss Guy are destined to be with?
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Forget that "short people got no reason to live" it should be "stupid people have no reason to live". Crimy! Work has been busy today so far, and I get hit with like three or four calls at once! Eeeek! BUT I didn't disconnect anyone, so YAY! :D Hehe, it's the simple things in life, right?

2003-05-26T10:19:00.000-05:00

Which Harry Potter Marauder Are You?
Gack! Called into work almost 4 hours early because the other operator didn't show up for her shift. Grumble. Don't know why I'm here. I won't get paid for it, and I haven't totally killed my splitting headache yet. *Yawn* Am I the only operator who answers her phone at home? Grrr. Ah well. I'd have been sittin' around reading anyway, so maybe it's better to do something productive anyhow. I have only gotten one call so far, and they hung up so it must have been a wrong number or something. *Yawn* Oh well. I think I'm gonna do some reading now though as there's NOTHING ELSE TO DO! Gaaaaah! Stupid work!

2003-05-23T18:41:00.000-05:00

Lesson Of The Day : Live And Count Your Blessings! For some reason that just seems to be the really predominant thought in my head today. I woke up from my nap and suddenly was bonked over the head, again, with the realization of how very blessed I am even though I know I'm the least deserving person I know. Stress has really gotten to me though, so as usual, I've added to the list of things I'm not very proud of. Yet, I'm highly confident that I'm one of the luckiest, most loved people on the face of the planet, and THAT is why, everyday, I pray for my loved ones, containment of the effects of my stupidity, a good night's sleep, and the strength to be better than I was the day before! :D

2003-05-21T01:52:00.000-05:00

Woot! Found v. funny LOTR caption site, spent too much time emailing myself the ones I liked the best. Am still sick, but feeling slightly better. Didn't go to girl scout meeting, felt too worn at the time, but later on I cruised the mall with Sarah after I drugged myself up to feel better. She said tomorrow, after work, she and I could take my piece of shi*e computer in to Best Buy and get it fixed. Yay! Then I can work on my websites again! :)

2003-05-20T00:37:00.000-05:00

*Sigh* Am v. sick today with a sore throat, can't wait to crawl back into bed and nap before I head off to a girl scout meeting later today. Should be pretty easy, they are just making invitations to their bridging party, so it should go by quickly. After that, it's right back home and into bed. Ewww. Hate being sick. If I find out who made me sick, they're in for it! T_T

2003-05-19T04:40:00.000-05:00

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	High
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Low
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Very Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

You are Winnie the Pooh. You're made of fluff,
which explains why you are so dumb. But your
heart is as big as the 100 Aker Woods!

Which Winnie the Pooh Character Are you?
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2003-05-19T01:42:00.000-05:00

o.0 Forgot that if I work Midnight to Eight on MONDAY, that's actually SUNDAY evening. D'oh! I don't think I deserve college sometimes, really. T_T *sigh* I was ahoping this summer would be exciting, but not so much of a chance of THAT happening. I have a FEW leads to excitement, but I am waiting to see if they are false roads. Wish me luck! :)

2003-05-14T11:38:00.000-05:00

Laughing eyes. The world is funny but tough. You
laugh at random times and say random things.

What kind of eyes do you have?
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Eeek, my second day at work wsa interesting. Was harassed for an hour and a half, literally, by some guy before some kind, motherly soul called security for me. Then, I get up, to find a letter in my inbox, from my supervisor, that says we're all in trouble because one of the campus operators is a little porn addict apparently. Angie and I both think it was because of the homepage that was set up so I changed the homepage on the computer. The homepage wormed some pornographic ads into my view, but I just closed them. You can't help the ads that come up, and she can check what I looked at, I NEVER looked at a pornographic site. YUCK! I nearly had to beg for this job, why would I do something so stupid to get myself fired, and in my first week at that? Then, the lovely person in charge of scheduling didn't give herself the day off to go to her brother's high school graduation, which means, that on Friday, my birthday, I'd work from noon to midnight. NO WAY! Grrr. Stupid people are horrid! *sigh*

2003-05-13T11:56:00.000-05:00

Yesterday was pretty fun! :D I did lunch with Darin, and then we had fun climbing around on some awesome old trains. We drove around before deciding to stalk the public library, which I am absolutely in love with. It's an awsome two floors full of beautiful, sweet books! YAY! :D Then, I headed off for my first day at work as campus operator. It was busy for a while, but I managed not to disconect too many people, or send them to too many wrong extensions. I'm actually kind of looking forward to work tonight, it'll get my mind off what will be a haard day. Mom and Da's divorce officially went through, and while I'm happy for Mom (it's a great weight off of her shoulders) I'm sad for Da (the judge isn't going to grant him work release) and it's the official end of the Colgan clan as I've known it since Day One. Even so, I still have much to look forward too, and it should be a fine week nonetheless. :D

2003-05-10T22:57:00.000-05:00

You are the best! :)

A Little Lord of the Rings has many numbers Quiz :)
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Muwhahahahahaha, when Aj gets better, I shall have to challenge him to some LOTR trivia! :D

2003-05-09T16:21:00.000-05:00

Yay! Today I got some packing done! Wheeee! The room looks so sad and bleak now, except for Angie's stuff that's still up. I did some reading as well, and also got my personal site/collective site up! Please visit here! :D

2003-05-08T12:55:00.000-05:00

Ah, since today is so beautiful, I've decided to enjoy myself and go outside and read with my buddy Tolkien. Yay! Gotta finish the Silmarilion before I can start in on the Unfinished Tales! :D

2003-05-07T13:43:00.000-05:00

Despite the forray of stupid people around this place (their number never ceases to amaze me!) and a horrid nightmare that woke me almost half an hour early, I have managed to prepare for my exams as best I could, and still maintain some semblance of sanity. YAY! The Psych test this morning wasn't too bad, I know I aced it (yay) and so now, I ask for all of your lucky socks as I get ready for History! We'll be tested on the period between the world wars, WWII and the Cold War. At times like this, I wish my Baba was around; what better WWII tutor can you ask for then a man from the Underground Resistance? :) Still, I have a feeling he'll be watching out for me today, yay Baba! I leave you now to go kick some history a&&! Woot!

2003-05-04T22:27:00.000-05:00

*Sigh* Everything is going okay, I'm just burned out and really ready for the end of the year already; who isn't? I am also a little sad, as Darin informed me that he would be joining the Air Force this summer. Things are joing to be boring without him around. Still, I guess I should look on this summer as a challenge, not something to be afraid of.
I don't know why, but I'm super nervous about this summer, I already feel so much is going to change in my life. I only pray it's all for the better!

You're a Hobbit...and that's a very comfortable
thing.

Are you a hobbit, an elf, a dwarf, an orc, or a man? (Lord of the Rings based)
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Which VSD fellowship member are you?

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You are Igraine, the mother of King Arthur. You go
with the flow, never putting yourself before
others. Igraine lived by her duty whether it
was to her crown, her husband, or her country.

Which Lady of Camelot Are You?
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The world might be a better place if people were as
innocent as you.
But then again maybe you should live a little, life
is too short to waste on innocence.

Are you naughty?
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Your most like Jareth!

What Labyrinth Charater are you most like?
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What Sort of Romantic Are You?
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Cups

Which Tarot Suit Are You?
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You are Robin Hood: Men In Tights
Fegalas? No... you're strait... yeah.... You many
want to spend less time working ongetting your
seams strait.

Which Mel Brooks Movie Are You?
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2003-05-02T10:26:00.000-05:00

Well, u-- um, can we come up and have a look?

What Monty Python Character are you?
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YAY! I got something different from everyone! Go me! ^_^;;; *runs of to make a Pippin wallpaper.*

2003-05-01T20:06:00.000-05:00

Sarah
~ Sara ~
(Hebrew)
~ meaning ~
Princess
~ motivation ~
Aims to achieve their goals.
~ character ~
Constant with their decisions
~ feelings ~
Intimacy is important to you
~ intelligence ~
Speaks with authority
~ spiritual ~
Has a free spirit
~ nature ~
A sunny disposition
~ inherent ~
A love of freedom
*jumps on the name bandwagon* Humm, well, I'm doing much better these past few days. My stress seems to be washing away slowly and it's oh-so-nice! YAY! :) Today, I did a lot in the way of errands, and then went to the play. They all did really good, but I still didn't feel in the mood to go out, and besides, my lil' head hurts. I think I'm gonna do some homework, get ready for bed, and cuddle with some Tolkien.

2003-04-28T22:25:00.000-05:00

You're Beryl!

What Sailor Moon Villain Are You?
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... Puts life on hold while she looks for her lost sanity ...

2003-04-24T19:10:00.000-05:00

You're pretty casual, just the normal D&D elf.
Adventures and life are your thing. It doesn't
really matter what you do as long as you follow
the road and find adventure along the way.

What kind of elf are you?
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YAY! Darin calledl Monday night and we had a wonderful time out by the lake, and so things are hunky dory and patched up! I even got in a draft of my history paper, so I am muy happy! :)

2003-04-19T16:29:00.000-05:00

You are Cio Cio San from Puccini's "Madame
Butterfly"!
You're quiet, unassuming, and conventional. You
don't like to make waves and so you are always
deferential and polite. But don't let yourself
be a doormat--you have needs too!

Which DIVA are you?
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Which girl in Middle-earth are you?
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You are a cleric. You can work miracles with your
constant praying and incredible divination
allows you to heal almost any wound. You are a
model of purity, always walking in the light,
and providing a sense of serenity to your
party.

What Fantasy Character Are You?
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You are a GREEN dragon. You a unlike other dragons.
You enjoy solitude and peace. You live alone
and you appreciate the wonders that nature
provides. The things of most value to you are
trees and animals.

What color would you be if you were a dragon?
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HAPPY EARLY EASTER ALL! :D

2003-04-17T18:48:00.000-05:00

You're fluff yaoi. You are partial to fanfics about
cuddling, Valentine poetry and fluffy kittens.
We all hate you.

What kind of yaoi are you?
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Blinks. Cannot cope. Off to Mordor. Yaaaaargh! 0.o *cries* Why can't the world be rid of terminally STUPID people?! 0.o *cries*

2003-04-13T23:22:00.000-05:00

Well, these past few days have been more fun than a barrel full of monkeys to be sure. Tests. Essays. Presentations. Will the school year never end? I wish I could go on vacation.. far far away!

avoidant

Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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2003-04-04T14:13:00.000-06:00

Hummm.. to much homework. Weekend not long enough.. EEEEK!

2003-03-31T13:34:00.000-06:00

0_o Well, the weather,schoolwork,and the crazy peoples I'm having to deal with here on campus have taken their toll. I delcare this upcoming weekend, SARAH WEEKEND, and in it, Sarah shall eat large amounts of junk food, watch sappy movies, cry, paint her nails, play her GBA, and read. :D YAY! I already can't wait. I feel it's deserved though. Thanks for all of your great advice everyone! (Hands out cookies and hugs for all! ^_^) What would I do without you all? :D

2003-03-26T19:06:00.000-06:00

You are a Red-head. Gorgeous and lusted after,
thought to be the best in bed. But you are high
maintenance so aren't kept too long.

What Colour Hair Should You Have???
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Oh! Another Milli-chan quiz! Wheeeee! :D I like this one a lot! :D Anyway, am exhausted from work, and have tons of homework I SHOULD be doing, and a Darin situation to deal with tomorrow. Yay. If he's not in a good mood at all, I'm calling the day off, but I don't want to have to do that because I wanted to have a surprise belated birthday for him. Hope he had fun at the casino! *Smirks* Hope he got wasted and robbed blind. Would serve him right, teach him to go drinking. I've dealt enough with drunks, and he doesn't get it that it's not cool for him to go out and engage in underage drinking. *Sigh* Somehow, I pray he'll listen to me so he doesn't have to learn the hard way, cause I may not be able to help him shoulder the consequences.

2003-03-25T23:12:00.000-06:00

Well, today went very well for a change, my spirits are abmornaly high. :D My Grandma surprised me by sending money to me for a new keyboard. I'm gonna repay her with a nice anniversary present! :D Yay! And, Angie loaned me a few dollars to buy Lord of the Rings, The Fellowship of the Ring for Gameboy Advance, and even bought me a virgin mudslide at Applebees. She'd never been before, and she really liked her salad she got! Yay! I paid her back by giving her enough for her next X:1999 manga! :D Yay! I've also decided to do my next speech on Newfoundland! No one around here really has even heard of it, so I thought it'd be nice to share one of my favorite little islands with them! :D My Grandma is going to be sending me stuff to compile some nice visual aides with! :D Whee! :D Goooo Grandma! :D (Hugs the world) Today has been a pretty good day! The weather was to die for, and and I even got in a nearly two hour nap! :D Yay! Would that tomorrow be just as good! :D

2003-03-24T16:14:00.000-06:00

0_o;;;;;;;;;;; Ochone! I LOATHE Mondays beyond anything! I, through my own stupidity, fried my keyboard (coffe and keyboards don't mix, mmmmkay?) so I need to buy one this weekend. Yay and stuff. Not. Sigh. Otherwise, things are well. School has slowed down for the second, and what not, so that is good! :D Today was so very beautiful, best weather we've had yet! YAY! :D So of course, I'm happy about that! Wheee! :D Still, I wish the keyboard God could come resurect my little guy. I miss him! T_T

2003-03-23T15:05:00.000-06:00

You, Hair-dryer are the Princess of the Appliance
World!

What Random Appliance are You???
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(Blinks) Well. Okay. Was woken up at 11 this morning because a coworker was sick and needed me to take her shift. Got back, showered, and now am finishing up Psych homework. Grand fun, as always. I must confess that the clouds that are rolling in overhead aren't making me too happy, but what can I do? *Sigh* Can't the world just go away and leave me alone? I don't want to deal with freaky weather, stupid people, or school work anymore! *Grrrrr!*

2003-03-22T18:56:00.000-06:00

~Find Your Beauty Aura~

You are Wakko. You are reminiscent of Ringo
Starr's early days... and an insatiable
appetite.

Which Warner Bro's Character are YOU???
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Is it right to try to be happy even when you don't feel like it?

2003-03-21T23:58:00.000-06:00

Welcome to Gryffindor!

Your Hogwarts House (Harry Potter)
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Waves Gryffindor flag. Yay and such. Today sucked, royaly. I am going to bed.

2003-03-20T13:21:00.000-06:00

50% Italian!

How Italian are you?
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oh go you YOU are a rainbow unicorn !!

What colour unicorn are you ?
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A Beautiful Princess! In your past life you had a
true love whom you adored, and ruled over many
people. In your current life you like to be the
boss, yet you're not demanding. You're sweet
and innocent and waiting for your prince
charming to come and rescue you!

What Were You In A Past Life?
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You're An Intellectual!
You can always be found reading or on the computer.
People always come to you when they need
information. You don't really care about love
at this point, your only goal is to improve
your mind. After all, knowledge is power!

What Type Of Anime Character Are You?
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Red:
Aren't you the romantic? Life is poetic. If you
don't already, write poetry, you're good at it.

What color do you see the world in?
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What Shoujo Mascot Are You?

What Magical Girl Are You?

You're a Hobbit! Hey, isn't it time for Elevenses?

What LotR (Lord of the Rings) Species Are You?
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Fun with quizzes to cheer myself up! ^_^;;;;

2003-03-19T22:36:00.000-06:00

You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.

What Kind of Smile are You?
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Well, we are at war. Duh. Anyone, even if they are living under a rock knows that by now. *Sigh* All I'll say is I don't agree with it, at all. I'll fight for my family, and I'll fight for my best friend, but aside from that, I don't care. It's just not worth it. For those, with loved ones that are off in the war, like me, God Bless you and keep you. For all those that are hurting, angry, and confused about this, God Bless you and keep you. Sigh. Some way to end spring break huh? My break wasn't even all that grand... *sigh*

2003-03-18T00:17:00.000-06:00

Sigh. It's so hard coming back from break. I hate it. Thank goodness the school year is almost over. That's something to celebrate. Still, I'm so worried and confused about everything. Ah well. C'est la vie, no? Classes today went fine. Group presentation this Friday is going to be hard to get through. Psych test on Monday will be worse. Thank goodness I only work one day this weekend...

2003-03-06T22:21:00.000-06:00

Survery stolen from Angie's blog :
1. LAST MOVIE YOU SAW IN A THEATER: The Two Towers with my best bud Milli-chan!
2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?Lots of books! ^_^;; Timeless Love, The Silmarilion, and something about the lore and mythology behind Lord of the Rings.
3. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? Monopoly.
4. FAVORITE MAGAZINE? None, don't really read 'em.
5. COMFORT FOOD(S)? Potatos, chocolate, fried pasta, ice cream.
6. FAVORITE SOUND(S)? A cat purring, someone saying my name.
7. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? Knowing the world is crashing down around you and you can't do a thing about it because no one will goddamn let you!
8. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? I say a prayer for the safety of my friends and family.
9. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE? Fizolli's.
10. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME? Rose (Girl) Sean (Boy).
11. WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE? Family.
12. FINISH THE STATEMENT, "IF I HAD LOTS OF MONEY: I would not be here in this dumb-ass state. >.>
13. DO YOU DRIVE FAST? No.
14. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? Yes, two!
15. STORMS - COOL OR SCARY? Both, but a little more on the scary side.
16. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? Haven't owned a car as of yet.
17. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? Non, I loathe alcohol! >.>
18. FINISH THE STATEMENT, "IF I HAD THE TIME" I'd be sleeping. Zzzzzzzzzzz
19. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? No, don't eat broccoli at all.
20. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU CHOOSE? Red.
21. GLASS - HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL- Full.
22. HOW MANY DIFFERENT CITIES/TOWNS HAVE YOU LIVED IN? 7.
23. FAVORITE PLACE TO RELAX? In the woods when it's nice out. Otherwise, in bed, with a book.
24. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? Horse racing or martial arts.
25. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS. Angie makes kick ass sweet and sour stuff! o.0
26. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED? Boxes, cables, laundry basket!
27. IF RABBITS' FEET ARE SO LUCKY, THEN WHAT HAPPENED TO THE RABBIT? It is eating a big bowl of bunny food in the sky? 0.o

Surveyness! Woot! I am up waiting for Darin to finish typing his essay so I can revise it. Yay. Just found out today that I won't be going home untill Saturday morning. *Cries* Despite that, I think things are going well. Tomorrow is my Da's birthday, so that will be hard. Still, I will pray that somehow, he has a nice birthday.

2003-03-02T23:01:00.000-06:00

You are a GODFEARING VIRGIN.

What Kind of Virgin Are You?
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More quizzes before I go scream and rave to deal with all of the pressures of the week ahead of me...

2003-03-01T20:11:00.000-06:00

Your Heart is Yellow

What Color is Your Heart?
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Goddess of the Moon. Beauty, yet a sadness lurks
about you at times. But hey, pain is beauty,
right?

What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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Emotional Wreck. You are extremely emotional. You
feel contentment moreso than happiness and your
emotional lows are to the extreme. You need to
cheer up and start enjoying your life. Where
there is rain there is a rainbow and you need
to see it more than others. Do something that
makes you happy.

How Emotional Are You?
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Oh! Quizness! Yay! Today was long, I had to work a couple hours overtime, and haven't gotten anything else accomplished! -.- Sigh.

2003-02-27T12:55:00.000-06:00

AI! A Balrog! Oh, no, it's just the pile of homework I have to wade my way through. Fun. (sigh) I pray Shehadah makes good on her promise that she front loads the course, and that things should be getting easier soon. I got a nice package from my Aunt Helen today, and am very happy about that. She provided munchies for us, for a little while! YAY! And, she put them all in a sturdy bag that I will use to carry stuff back and forth when attending meetings. YAY! Been talking with Milli-chan a lot lately, and she's been so kind about everything. I'm lucky I have her around. I am still waiting for my Da to call though. Maybe he will tomorrow night?

2003-02-24T22:57:00.000-06:00

Well the weekend went by whipety (sp?) quick. Too quick for my tastes. Even though it was Riot Hours, I had my own personal body guard! ^_~ I checked in with my Mom tonight and all seems well. He-who-must-not-be-named seems to also have gotten off his NY arse and gotten a job up at the bar. About dang time! Grrrrrrrr! All in all though, I must admit it was a descent day. The sun was out, and I am alive and well for the time being. I have no cause for complaint! :D *hands out cookies in thanks for all the nice comments she's recieved* Thanks guys! (huggles)

2003-02-19T19:56:00.000-06:00

Yay! Survived the day, and even that stupid Pyschology test! I did BETTER then on my last one, because of all the extra credit I got right! ^_^ Wheee! And work wasn't too bad. We were busy, but we survived. I also got started on my psychology project yesterday, so it shouldn't be too hard. I'm gonna get a draft to her on Friday so I can get it critiqued. All in all, a good day, but I am so tired, and I wish my Da, or SOMEONE from home would call. I don't know why, but I'm still so homesick. I though that it was supposed to get better. -.-

2003-02-17T09:23:00.000-06:00

*Sigh* Am running on less than three hours of sleep. Yuck. The world did NOT give me peace this weekend to study, like I hoped it would (that's PARTLY my fault, but I tried my damndest to compensate) and so I'm SURE I'll be recieving the LOWEST grade on my Psych. test come Wednesday.If I get ANYTHING above a C though (crossing my fingers) it's all good; I won't have to explain to Professor Shehada how my weekend got in the way of my studying for her test. Yeah. *Sigh* Think I'll start studying for my next test NOW before all else fails. In other news, I've somehow managed to effectively tick off most of the people in my life. I honestly have NO idea how that one goes. Of course I'd love sluffing off the blame on everyone else, and claim to be the perfect princess that my name implies, but that wouldn't be logical, or fair now would it? Still, while I will make it a point to yield to my loved ones wishes rather than my own, I need to brush myself off and keep to my new course! :D Elven word or phrase of the day :: Yallume! :: At last!

2003-02-16T19:20:00.000-06:00

Humm. things have taken an interesting turn, and I have decided upon a new couse, which I would would rather shed my own blood then turn back on now.. so onward I go!
p.s. ~ Because inquiring minds want to know *cough* DANNY*cough* ^_^;;;; As I've said, I've decided upon a new course. I won't fight battles that aren't for my loved ones anymore. I'm too tired to do so now. I will be a willing and insighful scholar. I'm putting the smackdown on this, and telling myself if I ever prcrastinate on anything again, no more of Mom or Grandma's chocolate chip cookies. EVER! ^_^;;; That also means no longer being such a romantical and dreamy daze all of the time. The real world will go by without me if I don't. Does all of that even make sense? ^_^;;;; *hands out cookies and milk to all in thanks for all the support that's been shown* *huggles*

2003-02-14T09:31:00.000-06:00

Wishing you all the very happiest of Valentine's Days...

2003-02-13T16:11:00.000-06:00

0_o been doing psychology for most of the day. Boy, did I ever slack off. Opps. Well, I have tomorrow, and the weekend to make it up, right? Hopefully, it won't be that bad right? I think! ^_^ Darin will be coming over tonight to eat chocolate and get his Valentine's Day card from me. I think maybe we'll stalk around in Tower or something for a while. Other than that, I don't know. He's happy though, because he thinks he has found owners for two of the four kittens. He worries, because they got exiled to the barn, so when he's alone, he brings them in to dethaw. 0_o He's happy nonetheless, and hopes that the ladies will take them. Still haven't encountered Brenog online in a while. Ah well. Maybe chibi alien destroyers of the universe have pressing social obligations? In anycase, I should get my psychology done so I can start work on Darin's card! ^_^;;;;;;

2003-02-12T15:00:00.000-06:00

Wow, today has gone by hurly burly fast. Where does the time go? 0_o can't I zap it and stop it somehow? *sigh* Tomorrow, I declare a work day to catch up on schoolwork. I'm so far behind it isn't funny, but if I play my cards right, it shouldn't be too bad catching up. I should also possibly get my Legolas keychains tomorrow or Friday! :D Yay! *Elfness happy dance* In anycase, got a nice Valentine's Day package from my Grandma, so I'm off to call her before I head to work this evening. ^_^

2003-02-12T00:02:00.000-06:00

Humm, Darin effectively estranged me from any homework today by kindnapping me and taking me on a sporadic mall trip, and then lunch at Bridgeman's. I was floating on Cloud Nine, when along came a letter from my Da. He's doing fine (even going to mass now!) but still, with his letter came enourmous guilt. He's struggling with so much and I don't want him worrying so about me. I guess the best I can do is write and let him know as best I can that I am doing well. Then, I watched half of the Extended Edition of Lord of the Rings : The Fellowship of the Ring. It was awesome. Had the oppertunity to gab with Milli-chan for a few seconds online and she's got strep. However, she's been handed drugs, so I am happy for her! :D

2003-02-10T18:18:00.000-06:00

Tehe, last night, Darin and I had so much fun! We went up to a music room and he played the piano while I did homework. I was jolted out of homework mode though when he began to play a little something he'd made up a while ago. I had him play it a couple times more 'till I had the song down and then I wrote lyrics. He loved them so I will have to type them up pretty and stick them in his Valentine's Day card. ^_^ Talked with Mom and Grandma yesterday and all is well, but apparently Brenog partied a little too hardy this weekend and she fell asleep at the supper table. I hope fluffy bunny woke her up! >D Tonight I'm gonna get some homework done before heading to the coffehouse, to cover it for the Cable. If Darin calls before then, I will invite him over, but he's probably doing something boring, like work! ^_^;;;; Thanks so much guys for your nice comments in my last post. Along with a Mom type lecture Milli-chan gave me yesterday, they helped me to come to kind of peace with myself. Still, I feel the need to beat some he-who-must-not-be-named @$$ before I feel TRULY better! ^_^;;;; Thanks guys! (Huggles)

2003-02-09T00:17:00.000-06:00

~ Sigh ~ Can't the world just swallow me up so I can be left in peace now? Brenna WAS coming up but then he-who-must-not-be-named decided he wasn't gonna chance the roads. Okay. Fine. Don't want an accident to happen. However, I hear from Milli-chan that the roads are just fine. Humm. Okay. Whatever. Still Darin came over and we watched Kate & Leopold and he loved it. I think I will have to get him a copy for his birthday. ^_^ Mom said she would call tonight and she didn't.Thank goodness Darin is here, otherwise I think I'd be crying.

2003-02-07T01:51:00.000-06:00

~ Later
Talked with Darin, Maria, and Millissa. All three gave me good advice, but Maria called to update me about her life. Now, when Darin called, since Angie was asleep I took the phone into the hall and talked quietly. Laura, enforcing a well laid rule, asked me to go back into my room. Okay. Fine. I'll forget that she didn't scold the other girls who were running and screaming down the hall like 5 year olds at the same time. Okay. Fine. Even stupid rules are rules. Still, Maria insited upon calling. Fine. My only alternative since I did not want to wake Angie, and could not be in the hall, was to retreat into the bathroom since the cordless could not go all the way down the hall to the lounge. Now, I'm wrapping up my conversation with Maria, when a girl, on her way out, rolled her eyes at me, and said "This is NOT the best place for a phone conversation!" Hello! I KNOW this! I am NOT a moron, contrary to popular belief instigated by some who shall remain nameless. Still, clearly, I had no other alternative, and was really not in the mood to put up with snobs! Grr! It irks me enough when people prattle on about things they do not understand. Grrrr! Why has 90% of the world gone STUPID?!

2003-02-06T22:10:00.000-06:00

Crashin', whirlin' tumblin' down!
I'd trust you with my life,
but my darkest secrets I'd rather keep,
until I know I can trust you with my heart.

2003-02-05T10:15:00.000-06:00

Yay! Today is going very well so far. Just have to survive work and homework later on! :D It's one day closer to Brenna's visit. I got her her fave kind of ice cream, and am inviting her to anime club before going to see 8 Mile on Friday! :D Saturday, I plan to hit the mall with her and let her pick a Valentine's Day gift! :D YAY!
Elvish word or phrase of the day ::Cormlle naa tanya tel'raa! :: Your heart is that of a lion!

2003-02-04T23:50:00.000-06:00

Today was pretty good! :D Made it through history, before talking to Dory. She was worried about me because for some reason my Da's psychologist called her up because he or she was worried about me. Assured her I am doing fine, since I have sibling weekend to look forward too, and Milli-chan might be coming by next weekend! :D YAY! Got my hair cut today, and am really happy with it.. will the eye candy notice it tomorrow?

2003-02-03T10:09:00.000-06:00

Yes! All hail the Psych test butt kicking GODDESS! >D YAYYYYY! *happy dance!* I survived the test! Wheeee! Am so happy am rewarding myself by going to the coffehouse @ 8 tonight! I have work to attend first though. Yay and such. Hopefully it won't be that bad! Elven word or phrase of the day :: Lle ume quel! :: You did well!

2003-01-31T09:47:00.000-06:00

0_o Eye candyness in Psych. today! Lucky me! I think maybe I'll survive this class after all! *Cue hearts, bunny rabbits, Cherubs,and the whole nine yards* Still, we are here for ACADEMIC reasons, correct. Yep. Right. Of course we are! ^_~ Still, with eye candy around, who says academics can't be fun! Elven word or phrase of the day :: Vanimle sila tiri! :: Your beauty shines bright!

2003-01-30T11:00:00.000-06:00

YAY! No more cold! All is well, 'cept for a pounding headache, but that's what drugs are for! Niiiiiice drugs! We looovees them! >D Before things get really better though, they of course had to get worse, and they did. Lauren is getting recalled! How dare they take my big sister away from her baby and husband! Grrr! *pounds the Army* Stupid Army. At least ONE of us girls is serving her country though. I would've, but they didn't like my medical records, so meh. Talked with a very distraught Maria (high school buddy of mine) last night. The poor girl has been through so much, that I wouldn't even wish on my worse enemy, but, I think I helped her out a little bit. She sounded much better when we hung up after a couple of hours. There goes my phone card, but still, it's all good! :D (Huggles Maria), and even though ONE person showed up for anime club, I'm not too worried, it was my fault for messing with the times. No, actually I blame the professor who decided to make us attend a speech that made me change the time. Yeah. I sent out an email to everyone, and so next week, we'll try again and see many more smiling faces I am sure! :D Anyway, mucho homework calls before I can attend my meeting of the KMC ( a multicultural club) tonight, and then go see some Anishinaabe (Native American) dancin' and drumin'! Here's lookin' at you Milli-chan! :D (Huggles Milli-Chan). Thank you guys as well for the cookies and soup! :D They were nummmmy! :D *Tosses roses to the people nice enough to feed her!* Thanks! ^_~

2003-01-27T15:02:00.000-06:00

Meh. Cold no better but thank heaven it's no worse! *Pouts* And no Darin showed up to spoil me! Grrr! I know where he sleeps though, so I'll get him back later! >D Classes went fine today, but the special occasion speech I gave sucked. I was waaaaay to nervous. Ah well. Live and learn! The brain lab today in Psych wasn't that bad though. He-who-must-not-be-named was surprised and said Psych must have changed from when he took it 20 years ago.. yeah.. it's a SCIENCE now. Twit. *Sigh* Anyway,tonight I have to go to work and then do homework before preparing for tomorrow's meeting of Otakus Anon! Wai! :D Wish me luck!

2003-01-26T16:09:00.000-06:00

Cold worse. Blargh. Homework not done. Ewww. Church duties to attend to tonight. Ahhh! Darin not back yet to spoil me! Whhaaa! The humanity!! Okay, now I feel better after getting that out. *sigh* So much to do, so little time. Elven word or phrase of the day :: Lle naa haran e' nausalle! :: You are king in your imagination!

2003-01-25T13:01:00.000-06:00

Whaaah! Woke up this morning with a cold. Yuck! Downed a couple Advil Cold and Sinus which helped a little. As soon as Amudan calls again, I'll have him come over and make good on his promise of spoiling me when I'm sick. >D Hehe, sadly though, he's got to go visit his Da, because there is already something wrong with his new car. At least it can be easily fixed, or I would never hear the end of it. ^^;;; Ah well! *Looks @ clock* Oh my, should trot off to continue to try to do some homework! ^^ Elven word or phrase of the day mankoi uialtum!? :: Why me!?

2003-01-24T09:36:00.000-06:00

Brrrr!! So cold and sleepy don't know what to do! I also have a weekend full of fun homework to attend to. Yaaaaay and such. At least there's no RCIA, or anything of the sort going on this weekend, so maybe I'll actually be able to get something done and have a little time left over for fun. Right. I should be so lucky. Ah well. C'est la vie, no? Still waiting for a letter from a certain Marine that I know. *pouts* But, I have plenty of other letters that I could write. *cough* Yeah. I'm right on it... after class, work, and maintaing my sanity! ^^;;;; Elven word or phrase of the day :: Amin n'rangwa edanea!!!!! :: I don't understand these humans! Oh ye humans understand this though ~ here's one of the coolest Leggy links ever http://hot-elf.com/ ~ No, it's not porn, not a trick, it's actually a cute site! ^^;;; (hears crickets). Don't look at me like I'm more psycho than I already am! :D Although, from a pyschological point of view you could blame that on my Mom for not holding me enough as a baby! ^^;;;;

2003-01-23T17:32:00.000-06:00

Hummm after a strange talk with my Mom last night, suddenly I feel ready to take on the world. Last night I didn't lay awake because I was upset but because I could actually envision happy things in my future! *Sigh* It was a nice change of pace. Since I was up so late though, I didn't get up until around Noon today. Opps. Then spent most of the day doing psychology. Now I'm taking another little break before I go to the FVFD for a work meeting. When I get back it's time to buckle down and finish homework. Hehe, but then again, the road to hell is paved with good intentions, so whatever happens will happen, and I'll deal with it. :D Elven word or phrase of the day :: Elen sila lumenn omentilmo, a'maelamin! :: A star shall shine on the hour of our meeting, my love!

2003-01-22T09:53:00.000-06:00

"I don't really care if I'm strange, I ain't gonna change!" Seems a fitting motto for the strange mood I find myself in lately. *Shrugs* I think a vacation is in high demand, but I can't afford the time or money. Meh. Guess I have to wait untill March, and the official spring break then.. gives me a chance to rope the amudan into a trip to a little place on the east coast I like to call Maryland! ^_^ Hehe, maybe I ask with some nummy cookies in hand???? ^_^;; Yeah. That may work! ^_^;; Anyway, Girl Scouts yesterday went fine. Little Claire will be a big help! She's not even NINE yet, but she's already a very take charge, kind, caring person. Would probably make an awesome teacher someday! :D For the next meeting, we'll be going Heart Day style, so I'll make red jello with pink and white cool whip and some little red and pink sprinkles.. If I was evil, I could make them it eat with chopsticks! ^_^;; So, I leave you, heading for class, with my elvish word or phrase of the day :: Oio naa elealla alasse'!:: Ever is thy site a joy!

2003-01-21T14:42:00.000-06:00

WAI WAI!! Otakus Anon-ness! My anime club info. booth was a success! Of course, I couldn't have done it with out Angie! ^_^ It wouldn't have been half as cool! And a cool Professor said he'd help and spread the word! Yay! (Huggles Angie and Professor!) YAY! Today, girl scouts start! I can't wait! I'm not looking forward to the walk, but so it goes. Other than that it should be all good! :D Da and Grandma, and Mom are all on my case to stay healthy and study hard.... when do I not.. oh wait.. rhetorical.. ^_^;;;;;;;;; AS IF you people have never slacked off once in a while! :P Hehehe, anyway, off to do homework before Girl Scouts! Cheers! Elvish word or phrase of the day :: Ed' i'ear ar' elenea! :: By the sea and stars!

2003-01-18T17:28:00.000-06:00

Woooooot! Done with homework for the second! I feel the need for a break, so I'm online to drool at Leggy fics and maybe work on my website for a little bit. Wai! Anyway, when I called Grandmas last night after work, I found that Mom's phone had been turned back on so I called her too, and talked for a while. She's off her trip to Pannama tomorrow.I'm happy for her and Grandpa, they're both very excited. Someday, when I get into a serious relationship, I would like to model it after their's. After so many years they are still so in love, and connected. I think it's awesome! *sigh*

2003-01-17T09:56:00.000-06:00

Well, well. Going on about 5 hours of sleep is going to be a fun way to go about things! To my dismay, I found I had not ONE but THREE chapters to read last night. Guess I won't be trying to become a math major anytime soon. (Nervous laughter, crickets chirpping).Anyway, talked with one of the Mom's I'll be working with in the Brownie troope today, and she seemed nice. We're gonna start off eating nummy Asian oriented food, YAY! The girls wanted to have an Asian themed day, so I suggested Oragami as well, and I'll bring along some of my Japanese music for us all to listen to. Yay! I have a lot yet to accomplish today before I can have anymore fun. I have a speech to survive in CTA, and I also have to work tonight. Blech. But I'm on line, my favorite position, so it's all good. Between my last class (CTA) and work, I scheduled a gad session with Dory... I hope she'll be able to give me some advice on this strange situation I find myself in. Mom's phone got turned off, so I can't very well call as I always do on Fridays, but I will try to catch her online. I'm happy in the fact that we had a little talk last night, wich I think opened the roads of communication between us again, so I pray things will continue to improve. I am waiting for letters from Da, Matt (cousin who ran off and joined the Marines, of all things), and Sachiko, my penpal. I hope to use this weekend semi-productively and get a start on all these dang research papers I have to do. Fuuun. My other goal is to finish reading Two Towers and get a good chunk out of Return of the King. Yay! At least THAT sould be fun. Anyway, should probably practice my speech a little before class! Ja! in closing I leave you all with my Elvish word or phrase of the day! Here's lookin' at you, Leggsy-kins! ^_~ :: Lissenen ar' maska'lalaith tenna' lye omentuva! :: Sweet water and light laughter till next we meet!

2003-01-15T14:40:00.000-06:00

Wheeeee. More Psy.-class-from-hell. Fuuun. Riiight. *Shakes head* Don't know how I am gonna survive that damn course. Ah well. I have been relaxing a little after classes, and this is my final bit of procrastination before I read my history like a good little girly. Anyway, Darin surprised me last night with a last minuet road trip to Two Harbors, my favorite little town on the water which has the best little pie shop you can imagine. We shared some pasta and pie before driving back to his place. On the way back he abandoned me for a little bit to test drive a car at a dealership. I didn't go with because the salesman that was also going along was kinda leering at me. Darin reported back that he had been a total pervert during the drive, and had even asked about me! 0_o Ewwwwwwwwww. Glad I did not go. Things cheered up a little bit when we got back to his place and played with all of his puppies and kitties for a while. That was fun. Didn't get much sleep, but no matter. Psy-class-from-hell will always be such no matter how much sleep I get, right? Speaking of classes from hell, I found out today that NOBODY in my Drama class can read aloud. Sounded like they hadn't read Antigone like they were asked too, they were messing up so badly. Yeowch. Still, no matter. After reading, looking forward to working on the ol' website and watching Who's Line later on. Wheeeee! Opps. Before all that though, must write a letter to Da...

2003-01-14T10:17:00.000-06:00

Managed to survive 8:00 a.m. history class... introductions took a long time as the instructor wanted to know our rank, major, why we were taking his class, and what history experiance we had had. And we had about 30 people in class... yay and such. Well, at least, I'll be able to spend the day catching up on the reading I neglected yesterday. Oppps. Anywho, Hopefully after that I'll be able to read for fun a little or maybe work on my website. Yay!

2003-01-13T15:04:00.000-06:00

Yay! Survived first day of new classes! One down, and one more to go! Psychology is going to be the class from hell, because we will be doing TWO research papers in there. Rescearch papers aren't my type of writing. Poetry, stories, short articles for the paper. These I can do. Research essays?! No, not a chance. To top that off, I shall now have to learn APA documentation style, becasuse that's what she wants everything done in. Yay. Shouldn't be too hard though. *Bashes Psychology, the class from hell!* There. I feel strangely better. ^_^;;;;;; In anycase, Things seem quiet for the moment. Wonder how long that will last. Well, should be off to return to the reading I have to be doing, then I intend to have fun and make some wallpapers with hella cool Lord of the Rings pictures I came across today.. Whhhhheee! ^_^

2003-01-10T23:52:00.000-06:00

Well, home again, home again at ol' CSS. Yay and such. Don't know if I should laugh or cry really. Break was interesting.. if anything, it taught me that I have a lot to work through with myself and with my family. Still, there doesn't appear to be a convienent time to do this in, as I enter the "semester from hell". Sure, I'm done classes by 1:00 p.m. MWF, and by 11:00 a.m. on T&R, but I need time for study, work, girl scouts leadership, FVFD, RCIA, and oh.. sleep when I get about ten minuets or so to crash... Yippes. What do I get myself into? Maybe it's better than being at home with he-who-shall-remain-namless, who, by the way, deprived me of textbook money.... grrr... am I allowed to hate the world, or must I schedule an appointment? YARRRGH! Oh, and I ask forgiveness for slacking off on linking blogs *blushes* I'm horrible! Sorry! *Hands out cookies and hides in the corner*.

2002-12-27T19:39:00.000-06:00

*Sigh* All I can say is, why me? Christmas Eve, Millissa called up, and she sounded so very upset I invited her over for supper. Turns out Dan left without so much as a goodbye! *Glares at boys in general* Anyway, she wanted me to go with her into town to gas up her car. On the way back she decided to drop in on her family that she hadn't seen in ages. Afterwards, her car got a flat going over the railroad tracks because it was low on air. Fuuun. So we had to freeze our behinds off until the "cavarly" could arrive. Meanwhile when we got back here, we put away supper. Mom and he-who-shall-remain-nameless had locked themselves in their room for the night already. Goody. Which was why I didn't wanna come home in the first place because I knew I wouldn't be seeing much of Mom ; she'd be waay preoccupied with he-who-shall-remain-nameless. Men! ARRRGH! Amudans, every one of them! *Sigh* Da is STILL contesting things in court against Mom, and Bren-babe has graced me with her lovely I-hate-everyone preteeny attitude, so now, I'm chowing down on a delish sundae and will soon turn my attentions to the trilogy. After seeing Two Towers today, I'm in a mood to hunt some hunky archer elves! ^_^ That alone will maintain my sanity until I get back to school. Lord help me. P.S. Angie, if and when you read this, I cleaned out my fridge and put everything worth saving in the common freezer. Don't know if I put that on the note I left for you, when you get back to school! *Bashes self with Miki mallet and heads off to read the trilogy*.

2002-12-24T16:26:00.000-06:00

Yay! Christmas Eve already! It will be really hard, since the whole family isn't here, but I will make the best of things. Merry Christmas, and God bless!

2002-12-20T11:51:00.000-06:00

Yay! The class registration Gods have smiled down on me today! ^_^ Whhhhhe! Professor Johnson was kind enough to look and see what sections of his class were open, and low and behold, there were two seats open in the only section that fit my schedule. Whee! And muwhahahaha, since I have his little signature, there's nothing anyone can do. I'm innnnnnnn! ROOOOOOAR! Wheee! Last night at the fire hall was fun. I learned what I'm supposed to do with Engine One to fight a fire, but Engine Two is so different, I guess I need to play around with that one next. I also learned how to put on an air pack, but something about that bothers me. Why, on God's green earth does it feel like it's sucking air FROM my lungs, not putting air in my lungs? 0_o Mark just laughed and said it'd take some getting used to. I also learned how to check the packs for air, and how to fill them if they need air. Anyway, once I got home, Darin came over and I helped him write out Christmas cards. It was a lot of fun. Today, we're gonna go shopping and then to his house to play with little neko-chans (kitties) that have just opened their eyes. YAY! Grandma and Grandpa won't be here until around 12:30 or 1:00 tomorrow, because Mom is working, and they don't feel comfortable meeting his royal arogantness when she's not there. I don't blame them, but I promised Mom I'd be home for Christmas, and besides, maybe Da will call me. At least now, he knows somewhat about his royal arognatness, but I hope he's doing okay since I haven't gotten a letter from him in a while. 0_o

2002-12-19T14:51:00.000-06:00

Wheeeeew! Blogness! This finally works! Sweeeeet! Rock my little world and such! Now only if I could only F.T.P. the damn thing! Grrrr. To top that off, the damn registar's office all but forgot to update my schedule! The section I wanted of a class that is REQUIRED was full so I picked another one and filled out an add/drop slip like a good little girl. When I went to check up on it, they'd forgotten about it, and now EVERY section of that class is full. Okay, so now the instructor has to sign me in, but WHY CAN'T I find them??!!? T_T I guess it's my fault for not trying to hunt down the instructor yesterday, but still, am I being punished for something? 0_o